| i drowned out all my sense |
[29 Aug 2007|08:00am] |
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...with the sound of it's beating
well now, it seems as though i've gone from boyless to practically having 3 in one day. well, the first one i started liking at the end of july. the second, oh boy, he just started talking to me randomly and it turns out my friend likes him, great. the third, he's not even really an option, because he has a girlfriend, but he's really cute, and we're friends. and if he didn't have a girlfriend i'd go out with him.
ok, i understand how horrible that sounds. but i swear i'm not a hoe. i like number one the most. we work at the same place (but it's laidback & not a big deal) and we're talking. and that situation is the least complicated. the second likes me more than i like him, so i feel bad because i'd NEVER do anything (since my friend likes him) and he's a really cool kid. and i found out that my friend still liked him after he started talking/flirting with me. i'm not gonna stop talking to him, but i'm just being normal, and if he makes any moves i'll make sure i tell him the truth. boy number 3 is in my grade and we're friends, and i sort of liked him at the end of last year, and it faded a bit since then, but i've always seen him as an "option" if he and his girlfriend break up. and then i saw him last friday at soccer practice and he was fckin cute. like he had always been "cute" but now he's a lot cuter. hahh. he always flirts with other girls(me included) and everything, but i'd still never make any move until he & his gf are over.
so i am currently trying to make things happen with the first guy. because i can honestly say i like him the most, much more than the other two. it's confusing, but i'm just trying to take it one day at a time. wish me luck, hahah.
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| lifelifelife |
[27 Apr 2007|10:17pm] |
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wow. life is pretty good right now. but it seems as though i'm "not eating enough". i can't help it. i eat when i'm hungry and i try to eat healthy. the only way for me to get my recommended amount of calories is by eating crap at every meal, and i've already had ice cream 3 times today. i really need to break that habit. okay, starting right now- I'M DONE. maybe people say i have an eating disorder, i don't. i eat, i just can't help it if i'm OCD. it's not by choice.
but on a more positive note, my friends completely rockkk. my birthday was last friday and i had the BEST TIME EVER. i seriously love those people. there might've been some stupid, fucked up drama about people who weren't invited, but i ignored it because honestly it's not gonna affect me. i invited the people i'm closest too and people i wanted to be there. i wasn't gonna invite people that i don't even talk to or are gonna bring down the party and complain.
yeah, i'm still single. but i don't mind as much. but a cute boy would be nice (:
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[21 Feb 2007|05:57pm] |
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is good. i'm not gonna lie. i was about to type "fucking stupid", but i realize i only think that because i am majorly pms-ing. i honestly have very little complaints. let's start with the bad things...
the bad:
+still single
+pms
+the oc series finale this week =[
+luke & lorelai still aren't together yet
+my life is a circus
+i just keep eating
+i can't find any good jeans
the good:
+my friends are the best things since sliced bread
+ALL my shows are on (even though the oc is ending, i'm gonna miss it)
+my grades are going good
+i seem to be pretty much on top of everything
+it's getting warmer out =]
+my birthday is getting closer
+soccer happening maybe?
+other things too...
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| Sustenance! |
[18 Jan 2007|11:45am] |
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Boys Like Girls-"The Great Escape" |
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Yes! My life can finally start again! My shows are coming back. The OC and Degrassi can only keep me satisfied for so long, especially when things with Ryan & Taylor are rocky and there are no good couples on DTNG. Oh, woe is me.
But I'm gonna be okay! Because PB and Heroes are back on Monday and GG is on Tuesday. And I don't care how long it takes for Michael & Sara to find each other, just seeing Wentworth on tv again is good enough for me.
And it seems like the end of stupid Chris & Lorelai is coming soon. Cue Lorelai's much-needed epiphany. I need some more JJ, stat! And how has Lorelai been surviving without Diner coffee? Seriously.
Anyway. Next week is going to be amazing because it's probably going to be one of the only weeks when not ONE of my shows is on hiatus (it's a miracle!). I've got PB & Heroes Monday, GG Tuesday, a break on Wednesday, The OC on Thursday, and Degrassi on Friday (and maybe Beyond the Break if I feel like it). And there are also the shows I occasionally watch on MTV, such as My Super Sweet Sixteen and The Hills. My life is going very well, in the entertainment department at least.
I'm such a dork. You have no idea how excited I am about this =]
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| christmas ball |
[08 Dec 2006|01:10am] |
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upside to the Christmas Ball tonight: it was fun as hell (even though i never understood why Hell was so fun).
downside: i missed The OC
(but i taped it)
I wasn't sure if I was gonna have fun, but i did. I'm not really one to dance, but I just started goin crazy with all my friends. Ever heard of a "grind line"? I have. haha
It was awesome.
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